Balance?

Many things come in two

Light and darkness

Happiness and sadness

Life and death

Enhale and exhale

Sanity and insanity

Hero and villan

The list goes on...

They are all intertwined with each other just like yin and yang. No one comes without the other.

Come to think of it, no one delete the other or even exist with out the presence of the other. Right? Don't we hope so? Or can one side conquer the other and send you to the end of the never ending story?

In creating heaven and hell , God perfected the afterlife and set roads for people to follow. People chose what to be and their actions either direct them to be good or evil in life. But none can exist in a person without the other. There is no pure evil or pure goodness in a single human being. What directs a conscious mind to be more evil? Is it pandora's fault? Human nature? Greed maybe? Pure malice?

Back to what brings this all up .

What if you are the antagonist and the protagonist of your own story? You are the hero and the villain. At the same time you are aware that you're in a situation that can only be classified by bystanders as awful evil of your own doing. You understand that. More... You come to believe that. It is because of what you didn't do and should have done. It is your duty as a human being to know your responsibilities . All the bubbling unsaid accusations and self loathing seep in to your core and bit by bit ,Just like cancer, Your good side starts to be devoured. All the positivity that you try to direct your soul to, disappears and life takes a twisted turn. All the things that you have done in your life, and you thought were good deeds that deserved standing ovation, suddenly looks like a charade of your own doing. Any good wishes from others, will make you vibrate of undeserving feelings. You are stuck in a rollercoaster that is spiralling out of control and you know that you are going to crash. So can your good side win? Will your sanity save you? Is the balance of the two broken forever?